Chapter 13 - The Price of Saying No

The headline appeared on my phone at six forty-two in the morning: ROSSI HOLDINGS FACES SCRUTINY OVER ALTERED INSPECTION RECORDS.
Beneath it was a photograph of Roman leaving his office. He looked as severe as he had the day I met him. The article mentioned the warehouse investigation, the suspension of senior executive Marco Bellini, and the company's decision to cooperate with authorities. It also mentioned Roman's reputation, which made strangers online very confident about facts they couldn't possibly know.
By breakfast, my name had appeared in the comments.
Someone had posted a photograph of Roman and me at the rehearsal dinner. Another person called me a gold digger. A third insisted I had invented the entire investigation to get revenge on my family.
I put the phone facedown and went to work.
Mrs. Alvarez caught me checking it between trays of bread.
“Does the internet pay your rent?” she asked.
“No.”
“Then the internet can wait until the sourdough is done.”
I smiled, but by noon a photographer had appeared outside the bakery. Mrs. Alvarez asked him to leave. He refused until a neighboring shop owner called the police. I felt sick with guilt.
“I'm sorry,” I told her.
“Don't apologize for someone else's bad manners,” she replied. “Just finish the croissants.”
Roman called that afternoon.
“I can arrange security if you want it,” he said.
“Not guards following me into class.”
“I wasn't going to insist.”
“Good. But I would like someone to check the bakery's cameras and help Mrs. Alvarez handle the harassment.”
“I'll ask her permission before anyone goes near the system.”
It was such a small sentence. It made me love him more than any expensive gift could have.
Two days later, Nina received notice that Marco Bellini's attorneys disputed Teresa's account. They claimed he had relied on technical staff and that any alterations were routine document management. Investigators were reviewing archived messages, financial records, and the original approvals. The public wanted a villain by Friday. The evidence required patience.
I had learned that patience could feel like standing in a burning room with a glass of water.
Then Daniel requested to see me.
Nina advised against a private meeting, so we spoke in her office with counsel present. My ex-boyfriend arrived looking older than the man who had once made me feel small in front of an entire dining room. His expensive confidence was gone. He sat with his hands clasped so tightly his knuckles whitened.
“I want to apologize,” he began.
“For which part?”
He swallowed. “The trust. The way I treated you. What I said after we broke up.”
“You told people I was embarrassing. You convinced my mother to move me away from the family photographs. You took money my father left for my education.”
“I know.”
“No. You know now that other people know.”
He flinched. I didn't enjoy it. I was simply finished protecting him from the sound of what he'd done.
Daniel explained that he had provided the investigators with records of payments routed through a consulting firm connected to Victor Hale. He had also supplied correspondence about the fraudulent trust authorization. His cooperation did not erase his responsibility, and his attorney did not pretend otherwise.
“I thought if I fixed the business,” he said, “everyone would forgive me.”
“You didn't try to fix the business. You tried to save your image with my future.”
He looked down. “You're right.”
I had waited years to hear him say that. It felt smaller than I expected.
“I'm not here to forgive you,” I said. “I'm here because the truth matters. Do what Nina and the investigators ask. Leave me out of your attempts to feel better.”
When I stood, he did not try to stop me.
In the hallway, my hands shook. Nina waited until I could breathe normally.
“Are you okay?” she asked.
“Not yet. But I didn't apologize for being angry.”
“That counts.”
The following week, Roman appeared at a public meeting where city officials discussed the warehouse. I watched the livestream from my apartment. He spoke about the company's oversight failures, the steps taken to preserve records, and the funds committed to independent safety testing. He did not claim the investigation was complete. He did not call himself a victim.
Then a reporter asked why he had waited until the scandal became public to act.
Roman looked straight ahead.
“I acted when evidence was brought to me,” he said. “The harder question is why a worker's warning didn't reach me years earlier. That's a failure of leadership, and I accept my share of it.”
I turned off the screen and sat very still.
My father had been a worker with a warning. He had not been important enough for people to listen. Roman was finally saying that aloud.
That night my mother knocked on my apartment door. She held no flowers, no gifts, and no prepared speech. She looked tired.
“May I come in?” she asked.
I stepped aside.
We sat at the same table where Roman had eaten cinnamon rolls. She studied the flour on the counter and the schoolbooks stacked by the window.
“You're building a life,” she said.
“Yes.”
“I should have helped you do that.”
I waited.
“I was ashamed of being poor after your father died,” she continued. “When Daniel offered to help us, I wanted to believe him. I made you carry my shame because I couldn't bear my own.”
“You hurt me.”
“I know. I don't expect you to make it easier.”
She placed a small envelope on the table. Inside was a check for the first installment of money she had agreed to repay toward the trust, under a formal arrangement Nina had negotiated.
“It's not enough,” she said.
“No. It isn't.”
“I'll keep paying.”
For the first time, I believed she might understand that repair was something you did, not something you announced.
We talked until the city lights came on. I told her about school. She told me she had started working again, part-time at a medical office. Neither of us pretended we could return to the family we had been before the rehearsal dinner.
At the door, she hesitated. “Could I come to your next school showcase?”
“I'll think about it.”
She nodded. “That's fair.”
After she left, I called Roman.
“I said no to three people this week,” I told him.
“Should I be worried?”
“Only if you plan to tell me how to run my bakery.”
“Never.”
“You hesitated.”
“I was imagining a very efficient ordering system.”
I laughed, and he laughed with me.
Then he grew serious. “Sadi, whatever happens with the company, I need you to know that I won't ask you to wait for a perfect version of me.”
“I don't want perfect,” I said. “I want honest. And I want someone who keeps choosing honesty when it's expensive.”
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“Then that's what I'll try to be.”
Outside my window, the city kept moving. For once, I wasn't waiting for someone powerful to decide what happened to me next.