Chapter 7 - The Envelope With No Return Address

The package arrived at Detective Kim's office under a chain-of-custody receipt. She would not let me open it until a technician had examined the outside. I hated waiting, but I understood why. Too many people had already handled pieces of Matteo's story. We could not afford another argument about whether evidence had been changed.
Inside was a disposable camera, a handwritten note, and a small brass key.
The note said: I WAS PAID TO WATCH YOU. I DID NOT KNOW WHAT THEY WERE DOING TO THE CHILDREN UNTIL I SAW ROOM FOUR. IF YOU WANT THE TRUTH, ASK WHAT HAPPENED ON MARCH NINTH.
No signature.
Kim arranged to have the camera developed. Anthony searched public records for the key's manufacturer, while I called Nora, the mother whose daughter Lily had vanished after a supposed medical emergency. I did not tell her about Room Four. I only asked whether March ninth meant anything to her.
There was a long silence.
“That's the day they told me Lily died,” she said.
I closed my eyes. “I'm sorry.”
“Don't be sorry yet, Emma. Find out what happened.”
That afternoon the photographs came back. Most were ordinary clinic corridors, the kind of places nobody would look at twice: a supply cart, a service elevator, a side entrance opening onto an alley. One showed a woman in scrubs pushing a covered bassinet toward an unmarked van. Another showed a wall clock above a door labeled FOUR.
The last picture was the worst. It showed a ledger open on a desk. There were initials, dates, and columns marked TRANSFER and CLOSED. Beside one line someone had written L.M. — 03/09.
Lily's initials. Her date.
I felt a sudden, dangerous surge of certainty. “It's her.”
Kim shook her head gently. “It could be. We need the original ledger and records that establish what those codes mean.”
“I know what Nora will think.”
“Then don't give her a conclusion we can't yet prove.”
I was angry at the caution, and then ashamed of the anger. Nora had lived for years between hope and grief. I would not make her carry another false promise.
When I returned to the mansion, I found the nursery door open. Leonardo had asked a decorator to prepare a room after the engagement dinner. I had told him to stop. I wasn't ready for somebody else to decide where my baby would sleep, what color the walls would be, or what kind of family we were supposed to become.
Now the room was empty except for a rocking chair and a box of Matteo's belongings.
Leonardo stood in the doorway. “I had the furniture moved to storage. You can decide later.”
I touched the box. “Where did you get this?”
“His apartment. Your landlord kept a few things after you moved out. Anthony arranged to return them.”
Inside were Matteo's battered cookbook, a pair of sunglasses, and the blue sweater he wore whenever Chicago turned cold. I pressed it to my face. For a moment I could smell the detergent we used at home.
At the bottom lay a receipt from a self-storage facility, dated three days before his death. A unit number had been circled in his handwriting.
“Matteo never told me he rented storage,” I said.
Leonardo read the receipt. “Neither did I.”
We gave it to Kim rather than going ourselves. By evening she had obtained the facility's cooperation and located the unit. The brass key from Celeste's package fit its secondary padlock.
The unit contained no cash, no weapons, no glamorous Mafia secret. It held cardboard boxes of printed financial records, a hard drive, and a child's yellow raincoat folded inside a plastic bag.
The raincoat had a small embroidered lily on the pocket.
When Kim called to describe it, I sat down on the floor because my knees would not hold me.
“Is it Nora's daughter's?” I asked.
“We're arranging for Nora to identify it,” she said. “There's something else. One of the boxes contains copies of complaints filed against the clinic. Those complaints never reached the licensing board.”
I looked across the room at Matteo's blue sweater. My husband had not just stumbled across an ugly secret. He had been building a case, quietly and carefully, while I thought he was worried about work.
That night, I opened his cookbook. Between the pages for tomato sauce and lemon cake, he had written a note in the margin: Emma likes extra garlic. Don't forget.
I laughed and cried at the same time.
May you like
Then my phone buzzed with a message from an unknown number.
STOP ASKING ABOUT MARCH NINTH. THE NEXT CHILD WON'T BE SO LUCKY.